you walk right past me

pretending not to see

ignore me...

why bother

 You might tell me it is money that makes the world go around... but is it worth it? is it worth a 58 hour week? 25 days straight, no time for friends or family, constant pain running through my whole body. Why do I do it, why am I still there....You can't do it for the money, the mouse doesn't pay enough for what we do. Am I comfortable? Am I stuck? I do enjoy what I do but only to a certain extent, I can only work so many days before my body starts shutting down... and yet the mouse has won again! Why is it that every time I manage to distance myself from the company, I end up committed to the very thing that drives me away. Now I'm gridded three days a week in BPB. It would've been nice for them to tell me right? haha stupid me! They already schedule me at least 4 days a week in that parade as it is,deny my day-off requests and schedule me without asking. Maybe now I'll only have to work those 3 days and my 3 fant days...I wish